rulebreaker01

Life is truly a crazy thing. As I fall, I pick myself up again and again. It's tiring but what else can I do besides lay down and die. That's so totally not an option. Grief is only a matter of time. Life is only a matter of time. Laughter can be induced. Why not just go with the flow. Guess that's what I'll do.

I have wants in life which Jay Leno says brings people sadness. He once said (among others I'm sure) that wanting is what brings people to depression and sadness because they often can't have what they want or lose it at some point. I wouldn't say that I'm a person who wants very much. In fact people often say that they are surprised by how little I want out of life and are uber surprised by the things that bring me joy and amusement. It doesn't take much to make me happy and I have no problem with that; However,  I thought about a familiar face this evening and I don't know that I will be able to sleep because of it. He's always on my mind,

Not much to say really. I just feel very accepting and forgiving right now. Of course there are some things that even if I tell myself I forgive it, I don't truly feel that way (I just feel obligated to) so I won't lie, there is one thing I still can't forgive, but that's not what I wanted to talk about. I'm strangely calm and ambitious at the moment. Maybe I'm just really hungry and want to kick off my shoes and sit on the couch, perhaps read a book that I'm not obligated too. Either way I have a small performance in 2 hours and a lot on my mind. It would be nice to have more freedom to work on my art. School and dance are important but I re